I Know You, I Walked With You Once Upon A Dream

the date of this dream took place two days before my fiance got married the first time. is it mere coincidence that i had this dream so close to his nuptials?

7/13/98

I had two connected dreams this morning. The first was about the person I feel that I'm soon going to meet that I feel will be a potential lover, only I don't want one. Some of the dream details were fuzzy, but the most impressionable thing was that he is a doctor. i could feel his soul/personality in the dream. he is like someone I know---have known. Yet, I can't quite place him. The second dream I was at Home Burrough [my name for my familial childhood home] in the living room off of the kitchen. Lisa [my sister] was there with the 'mystery man', and the third person was an amalgam of Ron and Corey [Corey being my first husband/lover, Ron being my second].

The Ron/Corey person was altering my consciousness by making weird objects suddenly appear and from from his mouth. Meanwhile Lisa was setting up some sort of stuff to further aid in our shifts of consciousness. She was talking about Autumn, a girl Corey new around the time of our separation/divorce.

I felt my consciousness shift, and details of what happened are blurry, and involved Ron a lot. I was with him and we were trying to be sexual with one another, but the energy/feelings weren't there anymore (it didn't feel right), and so our efforts didn't go anywhere. I then recall looking at this mystery man and he was a shadowy figure---dark and silhouetted. I couldn't get a good look at him as I just couldn't seem to focus on him. He seemed small for a man. My instinct tell me to not allow him to disrupt my life. I feel uneasy about him because he would only serve to break apart Ron and me.

Some comments on this dream. I had felt at the time that the mystery man, aka my future lover, was a doctor, but that was what I applied to him at the time because I was making an assumption based upon my desire to go to medical school. What I felt from him was a strong, ability to heal people through energy/auras.

At the time, I realized that my relationship with Ron was breaking down, that we were no longer looking in the same direction, yet I could not bring myself to break off the relationship just yet. I wasn't ready to let go, for we had been together for seven years. Eventually I did come to realize that my path was traveling in a different direction, and my relationship with Ron ended. Shortly after that relationship ended I met my fiance.