Which way do we go?

The job offer for Yakima was given to someone else. There could be a million reasons behind the scenes that we don't know about as to why John wasn't given the job. I'd like to think positively about those reasons. I have trust and faith that things will work themselves out as they are supposed to, that everything will settle into place.

One thing that I hunch that could be contributing is that neither of us have a very clear sense of the future and what it is that we want. Being open is a good thing, but I think the universe requires a little more sense of direction from us before that nebulous sense of everything can fall into alignment.

Based upon my experience of things falling into place, they only fell into place once I had a distinct sense about what it was that I wanted to do. And I have no strong sense of what I want to do. I have stronger senses of what I don't want to do. I don't like figuring out what I want to do as a result of knowing what I don't want to do. Seems like that is not a very certain or determine or passionate way to make a decision.